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A vein feeds loneliness through
every of inch of me
And it runs deep
under the stone layer I call my skin, right down to
my cracked and dried out finger tips, that I'd be using to reach out but its desert as far as the eye can see
barren
And lonelier
Than a tumbleweed.
But there's not a bone in my body that I'd trade to have you back. Not a bone in my body that I haven't cracked
when my joints start to ache while I dont even notice all the thoughts that used to drive me insane.
My head is a cavern filled with
Nothing but echoes.
Memories that are dead to me.
Those echoes should've
faded with time
But no
They just continue to deafen me
Red eyed and ready to call it a night. I am awake and I will be for a while.
Bracing myself for an onslaught of reasons to leave
No rooftop has ever seemed shelter enough to keep out the storms in my head
And every town that I've seen
Had mazes of streets
Designed to help me to leave.
I've never been brave enough to run away but I'm too much of a coward to stay.
So run away run away run away
There's no reason to be afraid
You'll be doing yourself a favor
I'm scared shitless
The world is daunting
I'm terrified of everything
But I can't take one more minute of
This place
I'm leaving without a note or a trace left behind.
It's not about the people who don't seem to have
a genuine bone beneath their skin
It's about the empires of towering thoughts that collapse and pile up on me
When I think about spending the rest
Of my life standing still feeling myself crumble and break just like them.
A mountain is strong
But An
An avalanche would destroy me
I'll take my chances
I'd rather be buried alive
Than erode and decay
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A continuum
Of lost souls I guide
They mourn their existence
In the beginning, God created man and jealousy was born
It spread throughout divinity like a plague split the Heavens
I reign the wrath of God
Kill them all
Their deaths will release me
I will annihilate all of mankind
I will renounce rejection
God do you hear me!?
Your forsaken firstborn is returning home
I'll take you down as many at a time as I can
Water will turn to blood and fire will rain from the sky
I banish into eternity the betrayers of Eden
I'll reap the earth to its core
In the beginning, God created man and jealousy was born
It spread throughout divinity like a plague split the Heavens
I reign the wrath of God
Kill them all
Their deaths will release me
I'll take you down as many at a time as I can
Water will turn to blood and fire will rain from the sky
This will forever be a reminder of love forsaken
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I don't think you know what it means
Hang me upside down on a cross with two beams
Three nails one tree
I am not worthy
To die like my King
I am not worthy of Your mercy
I am not worthy of Your grace
You'll just never be able to understand
Why I am the way that I am
You'll just never be able to comprehend
The faith that convicts me
You'll just never be able to understand why I am the way that I am
And that's alright with me
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Now,
The mist across the window hides the lines
But nothing hides the color of the lights that shine
Electricity so fine
Look and dry your eyes
We,
So tired of all the darkness in our lives
With no more angry words to say
Can come alive
Get into a car and drive
To the other side
Me babe, steppin' out
Into the night
Into the light
You babe, steppin' out
Into the night
Into the light
We,
Are young but getting old before our time
We'll leave the T.V. and the radio behind
Don't you wonder what we'll find
Steppin' out tonight
You,
Can dress in pink and blue just like a child
And in a yellow taxi turn to me and smile
We'll be there in just a while
If you follow me
Me babe, steppin' out
Into the night
Into the light
You babe, steppin' out
Into the night
Into the light
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Blight - Fever Dreams
05:24
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Open your eyes, and maybe then you'll fucking realize that without tears or smile we'll watch the world shrink. Imposing idols. Corroding vitals. Imposing idols. Corroding as I crash into the sea. I dream of days that I will never hear or see. Lock the gate, before it's to late. Your eyes ache at the sight of mine. Oh, wrinkled hands, I reach with fingers. As I crash into the see I dream of days that I will never hear or see. I will never lock the gate!
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Brave New World - Gatsby
03:16
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Looks like we're Brothers in Arms Again
The kind of night you know we won't remember in the morning
Dressed in the latest acceptable cast offs
We're not Hipsters We're just dying to be hip
"and when exactly are these drugs supposed to kick in?"
"and when exactly did we lose all motor function?"
Somewhere we lost the signal
Or we were never equipped to receive it
Somehow the room began to spin
Just now I lost all interest
Slide into me
She said with perfect innocence kept things classy
I swear, I swear
Who cares baby
Don't call it love it's only sex
Hey, don't blame me
Just what did you expect to find?
Somewhere we lost the signal
Or we were never equipped to receive it
Somehow the room began to spin
Just now I lost all interest
If there were any other town but this one maybe we'd be better off
If this were any other bar except for this one I'b be up to my neck in money,and women.
If this were any other town but this one maybe we'd be better off
If this were any other bar except for this one maybe somebody finally would buy all of our bullshit
Empty bars
A faded sign
Another Line
A Broken word that we won't remember
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What If you spent your whole life feeling less?
and in each breath with every step you learn to resent others.
Tell me its not what it seems to be... is it ?
Nothing makes sense,
Your body gets tense
Paranoia eats you alive,
Youre ruptured on the inside.
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Fixated on life
Fixated on death
Put the cross on my head
Black it out
Swallow me down
Tie me up so you can expose me
For who I really am
No secrets held with a hole in my throat
Tie me up
There's a cloud I hold
Dancing to and fro
With a world of lies
There's a raven mocking my grief
And he solemnly swears there will never be another life
So I'll be swallowed into the clouds
Swallow me into the clouds (dancing to and fro)
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Heresy - Intro (Live)
00:41
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Lustravi - O, Sanctifier
04:49
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They shall fall before and worship him
They shall be servants of yourself
They shall adore thee my lord of hatred
Rex domine tibi laudamus
Dic hoc sacrificium tui nomine praeparatum njgyk
Smoke for the lord of lords
Satanas oremus tibi
May you smile upon our offering
Veni sanctificator
Fall,fall on your knees and worship
O sanctifier
Hoedus Satani qui rexi in peccata benedixi nobis
For our mass black, black in all forms
Find this offering acceptable
And breed chaos with thy spirit
O lord of lords
Orate fratres ut meum ac vestrum sacrificium acceptabile
Apud satanem omnipotem suspice Hanc oblationem
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The phone rings at 2:09 at night
or is it 3 in the morning
I never can tell
after I leave town it never sets back right
and so I stay up overthinking everything that comes to my head
till i fall back asleep
9 in the morning and I wake back up
same shower, same car, same roads to work
Should I still sing the same old songs
that I wrote out of highschool
about a girl and feelings that are gone
is it healthy to cling to the past
with the future right in front of my face
will i ever find my place
is it healthy to cling to the past
with the future right in front of my face
will i ever feel like i belong
7 o'clock
shifts over
same car, same roads, same shower
and the coffee and the house are cold
and the bed calls my name
with the same old refrain
don't worry don't think
just sleep it off
morning comes and the problems subside
don't worry don't think
just sleep it off
morning comes
morning comes
but they don't go away
they only come back to haunt me at night
old and gray again
what if the ends closer than we intend
what if you need me
more than i need you
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I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
No, mama, it ain't your fault
It is my own fucking fault
I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
Dad, it sure ain't your fault
It is my own
I'm hung up on somebody who doesn't give a fuck
I'm only getting older, but I still don't feel grown up
My brother left for school and I still ain't left my room
My sister's moving out of state school pretty soon
I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
No, mama, it ain't your fault
It is my own fucking fault
I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
Dad, it sure ain't your fault
It is my own
I spend my weekdays wishing all my time away
I spend my weekends doing the same damn thing
Going to Walmart and hanging out at Taco Bell
Going to the 24-hour laundromat for pool
White trash
I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
No, mama, it ain't your fault
It is my own fucking fault
I feel like a fucking loser
I feel like a fucking loser
Dad, it sure ain't your fault
It is my own
White trash
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He's just misunderstood
No one appreciates
His company
He suffocates on sorrow
What will he do
He's started to have enough
And he won't even bottle it in
Venting only makes things worse
And now he knows what he wants in life and its
Its revenge on everyone and there is no escape
And he knows what he wants in life and its.
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Stuck In Place - Spark
04:32
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No one ever tells you that the worst part of getting old
Is the transformation of life around you to a color as grey as stone
Innocence seems so far away and remembering's a losing cause
As we strap into our suits and head to our 11 hour jobs
I remember days of feeling small beneath the cities in the sky
And as I watched, they shaped themselves to the thoughts behind my eyes
Now particles in gaseous clouds beneath the ozone line is all I see
With a cycle that starts and ends in rain, on a sad and empty soul like me
In wisdom we seek truth to questions always on our minds
but in knowledge we wedge out our gifts to read between the lines
When once we had ideas that could break the walls of any box
the textbooks and lectures have numbed us down as our imagination drops
I remember days of feeling small beneath the cities in the sky
that would bend and twist and shape themselves to the thoughts behind my eyes
Now particles in gaseous clouds beneath the ozone line is all I see
With a cycle that starts and ends in rain, on a sad and empty soul like me
But that's not what I want it to be
That's not what I want to believe
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Focus.
I need to focus.
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